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4/15/2007 01:03:00 AM | Sunday, April 15, 2007

MOROSE.

A word to describe me for now. You might be reading this and think that ' oh god, another dumb story', but thats really the word...for now...

I competed in 3 events and I didn't bring back any medals. First year competing, so my cca mates told me that its alright. I got top 10 for 4 duan cudgel! Lucky~

Imagine you are going to compete in something the next day and you receive a sms telling you about something you wished that it has never happened. Too much? NO, it's just...whatever.

Today's musical is totally awesome! Eh, its yesterday lah, but I started blogging around 12 plus..aiya who cares? Sweet~ I was ushering today, so I didn't get to sit on the seats, but on the flight of stairs instead =/ . Thats why you gotta pay for the seat. No money = no seat. I was ushering at the VIP area, cool right. Justin was with me and we were accompanying LIN LAO TAI.

After that, Justin , Sheereen and I went to join the wushu ppl to have some supper at the 'Old Market' aka Singapore's famous hawker centre. We arrived, Chang JunHao and I went to walk around. Chang says he wants to eat Stingray Meat, so Jun Hao and I shared with him. Some traditional dim sum followed by that dish and a cup of Sugarcane Juice. I had never tried Stingray's meat! So its my first time today and it taste slightly better than fish meat. =X
Not much of a difference though.

Here is my first StingRay Dish of my life!

Sad...
I thought about it in fact. I knew in it in the beginnning that it would be a failure. I wanted to try. Too bad for me. You might be relaxing, you might thinking that an extra burden is off your shoulders. But you have did it at a very wrong time. A very very wrong time. I'm not blaming you...I dunno what to say...should i just continue to treat it as nothing has happened? Maybe I should. I should just forget everything and treat this as a nightmare. I woke up. There's something that I want to tell you, but not now. Maybe never. I'm sorry too. But this has caused me to be emotionless soon. I'm trying to be happy. I'm trying. I won't ignore anyone. But should I just put it down?

iZ